Last night my cycle started. I felt it necessary to warn Gabe.
I said: "If I am freaking out and cranky tomorrow, you will know why."
He responded: "Or it could be that it's Monday and you'll get grumpy because Mondays always suck."
I loved that answer. It makes me realize I should not take this so seriously. I do not want self-fulfilling prophesies.
I went to the lab this morning. My doctor had wanted me to get some blood tests done to measure all kinds of hormones. We'll see what they find.
I feel funny this morning; not mad or sad, just strange. Maybe a bit on edge, maybe just more mentally tired than usual.