Ramble

My heart is not the only one that is racing. I feel so weird. My mood meter is quite fluctuant this morning. I have been sad, I have been angry, I have been calm, I have been anxious. I want to do something, but I don't know what. I wish to go to the pool, but I find myself unable to get going, as if putting on Isabel's swimsuit and getting myself ready is a monumental task that I can't bring myself to perform. I am veritably scattered this morning.