Sometimes I think hard about how to write in this blog, how to convey feelings or ideas in a way that isn't trite. Maybe I am not imaginative enough, but there are times when I inevitably find myself resorting to cliches.
My brain is overloaded? Check.
I wake up on a Thursday morning and wonder where the hell the week went and how is it that life is passing me by? Check check.
I feel like if I lower my guard and open the floodgates I am going to cry myself out? Check check.
I tell myself to hang on, that tomorrow is another day and that life is what I make of it? Check times three.
I am writing a meta-post about the trappings of blog writing? Check ad infinitum.
I suppose I could try to come up with less tired ways of putting into words what I want to say, but frankly I am too tired and too stressed lately to attempt any kind of writing finesse in my everyday efforts. At this stage, I am just trying to keep active. I desperately need it. Nine months after I started a blog, I still see this as my personal journal. I write to find my way out of the fog (check).
This all makes perfectly good sense to me, Ingrid. I often wish I had the time, dedication, and energy to really work on creative writing for my blog - to do it artfully, but instead I also use mine as a journal to document where I've been and where I'm going. I promise you'll look back on this time ten years from now and see how far you've come. Hang in there, things cycle, it gets better! Do something nice for yourself - you need a "Calgon" moment!
ReplyDeleteNothing wrong with using your blog as a personal journal... Enjoy the moment... don't worry about making every post 'perfect' - they are you and your outlet...
ReplyDeletethe harder you work at it, the harder it will be to attain. :)
Cliches are cliches because they are so true [here goes another cliche ;)
ReplyDeleteMore hugs for you. I hope you find your way out of this fog soon. I am thinking of you!
ReplyDeletewhat i do when i cant seem to get flowing is write short little rhyming poetry.. it is easy and fun and get s the juices flowing so to speak....
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